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Reupdate haha

5:55 PM |

Woah! How long has it been? Ah well, couldn't find the time to write up due to my NS. NS will take up most of my time. Anyways, after bookout yesterday, I went home to change to dance clothing. After that, I headed to Somerset to meet up with Patricia. Had dinner at Quiznos Sub.


Seems Quiznos has become one of Pat's favourite food places. I had a standard Tuna Melt 6 inches while she had a 9 inch Chicken Bourbon. That girl really appetite very big Hahahaha! Went to Arjuna's class after that. I was still lethargic from book out so I sometimes lost track of the moves. I frequently forget moves on that day.

After class, a girl came up to me and asked is I was in the 3D shoot last time. I realised it was Ain! Lol! Its been very long since I've last saw her. Surprised she still recognised me! XD

After class, Me, Pat and Ain went to catch a midnight movie. Hahah! Pat felt it was too early to just go back home and call it a day. So the 3 of us went to watch Paranormal Activity 3. this movie is one of the most shock-filled movies ever. I jumped out of my seat alot during the movie. Pat as usual, she handled the shocks really well Hahahaha! Ain also had many scares. After the movie, we went to Macdonalds at Scape. I wanted to buy a burger.

Me and Pat planned to go Coldstone next week and try out the ice-cream. Mmmm... And also the haunted house 3D experience. But thats a story for another week. There was Night Rider buses that day so the 3 of us headed home. Lets call it a day...





~With every mental and physical stress I face, it doesnt hurt much cos my mind only thinks of the laughter and joy we shared...~

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Posted by Zulhelmi

Reupdate haha

5:55 PM |

Woah! How long has it been? Ah well, couldn't find the time to write up due to my NS. NS will take up most of my time. Anyways, after bookout yesterday, I went home to change to dance clothing. After that, I headed to Somerset to meet up with Patricia. Had dinner at Quiznos Sub.


Seems Quiznos has become one of Pat's favourite food places. I had a standard Tuna Melt 6 inches while she had a 9 inch Chicken Bourbon. That girl really appetite very big Hahahaha! Went to Arjuna's class after that. I was still lethargic from book out so I sometimes lost track of the moves. I frequently forget moves on that day.

After class, a girl came up to me and asked is I was in the 3D shoot last time. I realised it was Ain! Lol! Its been very long since I've last saw her. Surprised she still recognised me! XD

After class, Me, Pat and Ain went to catch a midnight movie. Hahah! Pat felt it was too early to just go back home and call it a day. So the 3 of us went to watch Paranormal Activity 3. this movie is one of the most shock-filled movies ever. I jumped out of my seat alot during the movie. Pat as usual, she handled the shocks really well Hahahaha! Ain also had many scares. After the movie, we went to Macdonalds at Scape. I wanted to buy a burger.

Me and Pat planned to go Coldstone next week and try out the ice-cream. Mmmm... And also the haunted house 3D experience. But thats a story for another week. There was Night Rider buses that day so the 3 of us headed home. Lets call it a day...


With every mental and physical stress I face, it doesnt hurt much cos my mind only thinks of the laughter and joy we shared...

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Songs

1:06 PM |

Being in camp doesnt give me much free time to type stuff out... Been listening to songs and some of em made me think of a person to relate to that song. Like for example:


Hakim Mikeh : Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO

Patricia : Beautiful Monster - Neyo

Adeline : Girls on the Dancefloor - Far East Movement

Jingting : Keep Forgetting - Jojo

Nina : Can't Help But Wait - Trey Songz
Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes & Adam Levine

Amanda : What the Hell - Avril Lavigne

Zhen hui: Memories - David Guetta & Kid Cudi


Lol! They just remind me of those people. It can be because of what they do or what they say or just what they mean to me. I'm going back in to camp tonight.

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My Last Day, Of Civilisation? Haha

3:16 PM |


I went to meet some of the session people yesterday. Jennie made time after her work to come meet me. Pat postponed her night out to the next day too. Jon was free so I called him up too!


I dont like huge unique outings or whatsoever. Simple outings are sufficient. Keeps me sane and from going all-out paranoid. We all went for a simple dinner then a walk through town and some little food shopping. Hah! Guess who looking for food? Patricia lor LOL!!

I was kinda glad I get to meet them 3 before I go in. Gonna miss em cos these are the few who I'm closer with in session. They're lucky cos they meet me when I already shaved my head. I won't go into detail what we talked or whatsoever.

We took photos at SCAPE and cineleisure. The difference now is all of us arent in out dance gear! ^_^ And unknown to me, I dressed up like a SMURF! Met Enni and Jun liang there. She go expose my head! ROARRRR!!

Aight, anyways, I'm really glad I get to see them. Cos I'll be away from them for 10 days and who's to say we will even meet on weekends and that will make 3 months of not seeing them.

Here are the photos hahaha!!
Song playing in my head: Do You Remember - Jay Sean



















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Really gonna miss people

5:26 AM |

Just 2 more days left, well actually less than 2. Lemme just be straight, I'm gonna miss my homies, Zhen hui, SC and Jiahao. These 3 form my trust wall. People whom I know are there when I need them. I'll also miss Duncan, Amanda and Wati. They've been the ears that have listened to me since the beginning. You can never find a crew like this. Gonna miss Nina too, one of the people whom I can openly joke with and talk to.


I can't say the same for session though, dont get me wrong, I'm not hating or anything. but its just that I feel that there's still a huge wall dividing each and everyone of us in session. I dare not openly talk to some of them due to their nature. Example, I dont reveal much to DJ cos of mainly I just cant trust him. I dont tell Mag much about myself cos she already has alot on herself already. I sometimes also dont even dare to talk to Pat about certain stuff. I dunno why but maybe its cos I dont wanna give the wrong impression.

If its like this, then its gonna be hard for me to find people whom I can talk to easily to. Maybe its just I'm afraid of them. Hope overall relations with session people improve. I know in future, their mindset will change and some of them will grow up and out from their Secondary school mindset.

I'm starting to give up socializing with them to find out their qualities. I'm alittle sad someone cant make it for Monday's meetup. Really wanted to meet u guys before I go in. May be the last meetup cos I think I'm not coming for session anymore. Reason being, I know I will enjoy the training in Home Team Academy and I'm looking forward to serving my NS in the Police dept. And I anticipate I'll prioritize my NS more than anything else. Thats why I'm trying to at least see the session people at least one, probably, last time.

If I dont go session, it means I will never see Pat, Jen, Mag, Cory, Mikeh anymore. These people meant alot to me...

If I dont feel that much rooted to the session group, I think I wont be able to uphold my promises. Like going to the same university with Mag or celebrating Pat's birthday at Universal Studios.

What I planned is occasional meet-ups on weekends with Nina. Nina Melanie Kong Yen Yen! Gonna get back at you for guailan-ing me! Hahahaha!!

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Hey hey hey!

5:45 AM |

These few days I've been hanging out with my friends cos I wont be seeing them for quite some time. Gonna miss them really. The thing about me is that I get attached to people easily. Thus making them important in my life. So when they go out of my life, it would pretty much affect me. Bah, anyways back to what I did hahahah!


Watched 2 movies this week. On Thursday, I met up with Wati and Duncan to watch Horrible Bosses.
The movie was great! Loved the humour and the storyline. This movie gets the thumbs up from me! Had dinner at Pepper Lunch after the movie. And we talked about lots of stuff. Some stuff which made me alittle agitated Hahahaha!

Alright on to Friday... I met up with Nina for dinner and alittle shopping at Bugis. Its been long since we both met. As Nina like to exaggerate, "Never meet in A MILLION years!" Hahahahah! Had dinner at Pastamania with her. I was introduced by her to Spinach Tortellini. It was really dang nice. It was pasta with spinach and cheese inside. What would make the dish even more awesome is if the cheese was melted cheese. ZOMG! That would be heavenly. After dinner, we headed to Bugis Street for alittle shopping. I needed to buy new bermudas cos my favourite black berms are faded and kinda loose. You can say I lost alot of weight haha!

After I bought my berms, we had dessert. Crepe!! Was one of my favorite desserts to be eaten at Bugis. We then went to Bugis Junction, Nina was interested in buying shoes. She bought the Kappa shoes which she found out was cheaper compared to the ones she saw at OG. Heh, sometimes I can tell what kinda clothes she would wear.

Headed for home at around 9.30pm plus. Called it a day. Gonna miss the laughter we shared eh.

Alright on to Saturday, another movie day you can say... Met with the gang after quite some time. Lots changes in some of em. zhen hui has longer hair woah! Now like Emo-beng XD

SC's hair grew to his original style. But still like a MAT LOL! Jiahao has a cleaner haircut now. But still the same ol' Jiahao. Jingting lost more weight then previously. =D

We all watched the movie Planet of the Apes. The movie was alright, just I felt weird watching a movie with animals as the main character. Jingting funny LOL! She watch movie got alot of hand expression oneeeee!

After the movie, JT had to go for work and Jiahao had to meet his brother. The rest of us headed to play pool at Pomo. Its been long since I played pool, and the feeling of it is just great! After pool, I made it home just in time to break my fast. Now thats what you call efficient planning \m|^.^|m/

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What I've been thinking...

3:59 PM |

I've been thinking sometimes why should I care if people don't. Some people take things for granted because everything is like given to them and they just take. In this world it seems there is no such thing as give & take. Its just take. Continue taking and taking from people. For me, I'm at the giving end. I continue to give and give seemingly without the thought of wanting something back. But giving has its limit, I can give until I 'run dry'.


From what I've experienced with some of my friends, they take things for granted. Never a thought of 'What if I didnt have that' or 'What if that person is gone'. Its a cold world but I continue to sticking to my nature. I continue giving... This principle also applies to when one is in need of a friend or advise.

Do note when I blurt everything out, it doesnt mean I want something in return. Its just something for these people to think about. For years, I've been the receiving end and listening to what people have to say or let out. I dont know whether the advice helps them or whatsoever but I'm just glad to be there for that person. But I have a hard time finding someone whom I can talk to when I'm down.

Lets get straight to it, everyone has troubles, its just human. From my viewpoint, only one person whom I just got to know these few months took the liberty to hear me out. The rest not so much. Its sad to have fair-weather friends like those. Only be with you through times of happiness. The group I've learnt to love and care for is GL Comm and some of my most beloved Kantikoy family members, my sons and daughters there. They sometimes still call me dad or daddy. I'm touched, these 2 groups are groups that I can put my full trust and people whom I know will lend a listening ear when need be.

I tried to find more people whom I can trust after poly, but it seems its just plain difficult to trust them in nature. I am not interested in relationships or gf at this point of time. My main aim was always to find people whom I can trust. People whom I can depend on and people who can be there for me when I need them. Why cant I find more people outside with the good qualities of the GL comm? Maybe some of them are still just kids perhaps and that I'm expecting too much from a kid.

One thing I observed is that people whom have not went through ITE or Poly are still.. Hmmm how do I say it? Still not developed in terms of mindset... You can see the difference in character I assure you.

I think you can never find the same group as GL comm or something similar. It will be time for me to go NS soon. I wont be able to meet my friends much and I am sure I will change when I go in. But one thing is for sure, wherever I am, no matter how much I change, I will always remember the GL people and Kantikoy peeps.

My post-poly activities were meant for me to find more people whom I can trust. But I dont think I found much...

That aside, I think some people need to grow up... And learn to cherish the things/people around them and never take things for granted. A message to some of you, grow up, set your life straight and cherish the friends around you. Things you take for granted can be taken away from you in a blink of an eye.

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